i'm leaving for msia in 2 days time.

and he's been asking to meet up...
i've got to admit, i'm pretty reluctant to see him.

was it because of my determination to move on?
or was it because of how awkward i fear i'll be if i see him?
how did things become so awkward anyway.
we were such best friends.

i don't know if we can still be good friends and move on
i want to move on pretty badly though i don't think that's what he wants

one thing for sure, i've become more independent then i use to be.
that's a good thing.. right?